Distance Memories

Lucia

I remember all too well the feeling of being with you.

I dreamt of you and it made me miss you.

Miss you enough to crave your attention again.

If I saw you again would you say who are you?

My imagination is getting the best of me reality doesn't even trust me.

Crave your attention again? Is this another lie I have to maintain in order to regain?

Regain what though? My sanity.

Loneliness makes you miss people that you want to forget.

Missing you is something I regret.

I don't think I even felt my best with you, only a delusional I kept feeding myself until gluttony took over my body.

I continued to eat up these delusional until they left me with a stomachache.

Stomachache that made heartache look like a piece of cake.

A cake that had been baked in my mind for so long that it left me burned.

Now I'm stuck with a burn cake and stomachache to which my distance memories turned into another accessory for me to hold on to.